Am I dreaming???

Positive?

 Is it just me, or is there a faint line there? I feel like I might be searching for a positive, hoping our efforts earlier this month paid off. Knowing most women don't have a normal ovulation after a miscarriage makes me doubt. What if this positive is from the miscarriage? I've gotten several negative tests since everything ended, can the hormone go back up? I'm going to take this as an evaporation line and call the Advice Nurse if tomorrow I get another positive. Maybe they'll have my HCG test ready, too.

I'm so nervous and anxious I swear my heart is going to explode. This is such an awful feeling - not knowing!